I Am Tired

I am tired. I am tired of it all. But that little fact right there makes it worth it. I'm tired of people recruiting other people to come after me and tell me to keep my legs shut. I'm tired of being called a stupid cunt by a person who I gave a lot to. I'm tired of being called a bad mom. I'm tired of people putting on a show on who they are but being something totally different in reality. My child deserves better. So basically, you all know who you are. And don't you dare tell me I'm not going to see my son and that you are going to be his mom. You have never seen Vincent and the only way you will is by coming over to my house and he is too proud to do that. I love my son and would and am doing anything for him. I'm happy and sorry if some of you don't like that. After you are called a stupid cunt, you just can't go home to that person, make sense? I'm really not this bitchy or mean or any of that. I'm just tired of being made out to be this whore. And I'm sure I'll get a bazillion comments telling me a million different things that they have heard about me but so be it. My child will see what I do for him and what other people don't do. I love you, my child.

-Cori Contreras
3/26/2006