An Apology of Sorts

Life is a crazy thing. Who knows how you get where you end up? If it were possible to go back and live some parts over again I would do it in a second. I've hurt too many people and made too many bad decisions. But I guess that's how it goes. Unconditional love is a scary thing and is bad for the heart. It would be easier if people could just forget about you when you hurt them but when their love for you is so deep that nothing will allow them to forget you, it hurts you because you know how much pain you have caused them and that there is absolutely nothing you can do to repair it. I wish it was possible to make them not love me, it would be so much better for them. But just to everyone who has any idea what I'm talking about and thinks I might be talking about you, I probably am and I'm sorry!

-Cori Contreras
11/03/2005